I knew that when I decided to get casually involved with my ex that there were rules. He never specified but I just knew based on his actions and expectations when things began. In the beginning I was okay with all the rules but as time has gone by I have become less okay with the rules. I didn’t say anything to him because I wasn’t really sure what I wanted to do about it. Last night I was really frustrated because I wanted to see him and I couldn’t as usual. I went out drinking with my best friend. When I got back home last night I sent him a text. I basically poured my heart out in the text essentially breaking the unstated rules. I have yet to hear from him since I sent the text. As much as it saddens me, I don’t expect to hear from him ever again. I guess I knew things weren’t meant to last forever but I never expected it to end like this. I guess it is truly time to move on from the past.