My ex is the first person that has ever made me feel comfortable about all my wants and desires when it comes to sex. He doesn’t judge me or make me feel ashamed because I want to try lots of things. He allows me a safe place to explore all my desires. We have these intense conversations about fantasies and other things that we would like to try on each other. We talk, spend time together and we fuck like rabbits. My best friend keeps telling me that we are in a relationship even if we aren’t willing to put a label on it. He says that if it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck than it’s a duck. I’m not sure that I would agree but I definitely enjoy what’s going on between us. I haven’t seen him in two weeks and I’m supposed to see him tomorrow night. About a month or so ago I went to a Pure Romance Party. I bought these restraints that go under the mattress. I haven’t had an opportunity to try them out yet. I finally got them put under the mattress last night. I can’t wait for my ex to come over tomorrow night so that we can try them out. He wants to blindfold me too. Just thinking about being tied up and blindfolded makes me totally hot. It always amazes me that he can turn me on so easily. He says I make him get hard and that he gets hard every time we have one of our conversations like this morning. I love that I can make him hard just by talking to him. I love that it doesn’t matter whether or not we try new things or not, we still have amazing sex. I honestly think I could spend the rest of my life having sex with this man. We are both creative when it comes to sex and we’re both open to new ideas. I love him despite the fact that we don’t have that kind of relationship anymore. I don’t know what the future will hold for us but I plan to enjoy the ride while I still can!!