I have been in a severe funk for the last week. I have never been one to binge watch TV or just lounge around without getting dressed, but over the last week I haven’t had the motivation to do anything. My kids are visiting their dad and I’m off work on summer break so I guess you could say I am feeling a bit useless. I don’t like to admit that I am still pining over my lost relationship. I keep having these overwhelming desires to see him and talk to him. He gave me insights into my self that were previously unknown. He made me fall in love with him in a way that I didn’t think possible. It’s funny really because I don’t necessarily want to be alone but I’m not interested in being with anyone but him. I know that time heals all things and eventually I will move on and feel better but for the time being I am stuck in a funk.