So today was my last day with my ESL 1 students. They were all so sweet and wanted to have their picture taken with me. I usually don’t like to take pictures with students but today I made an exception. I didn’t have the heart to tell them that I won’t be their teacher next year. The group of students I had this year were great because they worked hard and made so much progress. It is so hard to believe that ESL is being taken away from me when my numbers were better this year than in years’ past. I have resigned myself to my fate. I’m not happy about what my job holds for me next year but I have to have faith that God knows what he’s doing. I still haven’t found out about the other job so all hope isn’t lost. I really hope I find out about the job this week before I leave on Sunday. My best friend helped me move some boxes from my classroom today. The one thing I decided was that I was taking all my personal stuff home this year since I’m not sure what is happening next year. I do know that if I stay at my current job I will have to change rooms.
Now I am in a quandary because I really don’t want to go to graduation Saturday night. I feel a little guilty for thinking about not going but I have so much to do on Saturday to get ready for my trip that it seems pointless to go. My AP told me today that I should really go because it’s only an hour. I don’t know what I am going to do but I will have to decide before Saturday.