I have been planning to have an old tattoo covered up for quite awhile. Today I finally went to a tattoo artist that specializes in cover ups and took him the design I am interested in. He said the design should work pretty well and so he is currently working on the final design for me. We have an appointment to start the new tattoo on January 31st. It is going to cost me a fortune but I’m looking forward to having it done.
I am keeping up with my bible app and so far I’ve completed the first two days. I haven’t exercised yet today because I was in a hurry this morning but I plan to complete my exercises before I go to bed. I am not completely back on my diet but I am trying to cut back on things that i don’t need to be eating.
I am definitely keeping a positive outlook for the new year. I feel for my mom though because she is incredibly lonely. She told me today that she is lost right now. She kept telling me that she didn’t understand why she felt that way. I kept telling her that I completely understand where she’s coming from. I understand being lonely and I understand feeling lost.
Right now I choose to focus on the positive aspects of my life instead of the negative. God will take care of me as long as I put everything in his hands. I watched “War Room” again last night and it reminded me of the reason why praying is so important. I know that my ex needs prayers as he approaches the year anniversary of his grandmother’s death and then his father’s death. My former best friend needs prayers too. I don’t know where he is in his journey dealing with his addiction but I know he needs prayer. I may not choose to be a part of his life anymore but I still don’t want anything bad to happen to him. I keep hoping that he will figure out a way to get his life together.