I got home today and I had finally received my class ring in the mail. I was so excited. I’m really happy with the way it turned out. I can hardly believe that as of Saturday I will have graduated with my master’s degree. I think my kids are almost as excited as I am. My mom is so excited that she asked me today if she needs to come over on Friday night and I of course told her there was no need. I also told her that I didn’t want to see her before noon on Saturday either. I want to be able to sleep on my first day of Christmas Vacation.
On another note the ex sent me the oddest message last night. He had upset me about graduation earlier and I had been a bit rude about it so i figured I wouldn’t hear from him again yesterday. Then I got this text from him that was a screen shot of Facebook and a post from my former best friend. I blocked my former best friend for a reason and it wasn’t so that someone else could tell me what he said. Then he made a comment about the fact that someone was having trouble not talking to me. I don’t get it. I don’t understand why he would choose to make me deal with all that crap with my former best friend. He knows that I don’t ever want to see him or talk to him ever again. I don’t think he expected my reaction though. I told him I miss my best friend. I do miss him because he’s been there for me through everything for the last year. I am completely alone now. I’m starting to feel like I can’t trust anybody anymore. My ex says he’s my friend but then he lets me down over and over. I’m at a point in my life where I want people that I can count on as my friends. The crazy thing is that my ex acts like he’s jealous of my former best friend. I have no idea why he would be jealous of someone that I don’t even want to see or talk to ever again. Why does everything have to be so incredibly complicated?