When is it ok to expect someone to be there for you? When is it asking to much to expect someone to want to be there for you? When a man says they love you is it ok to expect them to show it? Is it normal for them to be so incredibly cautious that they never act?
I guess you could say that I’m thoroughly confused right now. I have three weeks left in my current grad class, which also happens to be my last. My ex and I have been talking again since the second week of school but so far we have yet to really figure anything out between us. Sometimes when we talk or we’re together things are great and other times they feel awkward and strange. I wish we could figure out a way to either be friends or be together. I know that I have to focus on school and not him but that becomes difficult when I think about him all the time. The next few months are going to be hectic. This month I have the end of school and then next month there is Thanksgiving and my birthday. Then I will have graduation, Disney and then Christmas. It is so hard to believe that it is almost time for the holidays again. I know that I just have to give things with the ex some time. We will either work it out or we won’t. I have to stop obsessing over it. I know that in the end I will be fine no matter what happens.