Okay so last night I got very little homework done which was terrible of me. I was completely unmotivated. I need to learn that once I get home my phone needs to be turned off and put in a drawer, at least until i can get all my stuff done. I just find my phone and my TV so distracting once I get home. I have four weeks left of graduate school and then I’m done. I’m so overwhelmed with everything right now. I got my grades back this morning and I did really bad on my assignment that had to be turned in on Sunday. Of course Sunday I had an incredibly hard time focusing and I had an argument with two people who mean a lot to me. I have to make sure that tonight when I get home that I focus only on homework. No TV and no phone. My kids will be with their dad between 6pm and 8pm and I need to use those two hours wisely. I can’t let all my school stuff fall apart in the last few weeks. I think I’m going to have to start making lists so that I remember to get everything accomplished. Now since I did poorly on the assignment I have to redo it and send it to my graduate coach. I plan to do that tonight so that I will have a better idea what she’s looking for on the assignment. i know that I have to just let myself off the hook at least a little bit since it has been so crazy but I have no idea what possessed me to get involved with my ex again right before my last class. Now I have thoughts of him swirling around in my brain and I have no time to deal with them. I’m always telling my students to focus and right now I need to remind myself of that fact. I know that I can survive the end of grad school but I’m just so ready for it to be over!!!!!!